Sunday, April 8, 2018

Because I had an innocent private thought for once that was hard to think a bit, they keep acting like an older lady I like is being inappropriately stimulated.
They said someon e I like had to be mean to me.
My mom is swearing someone I like will feel inappropriate.  Then she said it's off if I say it.
My dad keeps acting mean and being mean to me if I think he's being bad and I accidentally think it in words and he misinterprets them as his find.
My dad is telepathically acting like he can say things that shouldn't matter but then they matter.
My dad is trying to make me acquire his flaws, and so are the people in Central Florida.  An old friend believed in this.
My dad keeps acting rough around me and it bothers me that I have to be there to put up with it.  Constantly, it's secret attacks.
My dad keeps acting like I have to be with him when I don't want to at age 31.
I keep getting a hype that I'm always thinking something wrong and am in dire conditions.
My parents try to hypnotize my life to be bad...

They are going crazy in minute ways, being overly critical, whereas other people just get away with anything.
I asked my dad what I was supposed to do about something casually.  Later, he hurt me for something else.  He wants me to figure things out about his feelings, like about me not leaving the house where it's nice to inquire.  He doesn't realize I'm 18.  He is mean to me and wants me in trouble all the time for no reason.
I keep being pushed to tackle strange thoughts with people monitoring me in private and strangers thinking they're monitoring me, too, and I get in trouble then, secretly.  I wonder how to fix this.

Friday, April 6, 2018

My mom is acting like she's over me in an uncomfortable way and acting like I'm picky about it.

She keeps bothering me, too, in how she acts around me.
My brother said in secret message my parents made him a way he didn't want like totally.
My dad has it so my life gets jolted out of position of I think of something bad by accident.

He wanted to ruin my day, so I waited for him to leave the kitchen, but now my little brother's gone crazy in secret message.  He thinks he's good following the assignment,
It seems like my dad keeps having me patrolled because he runs into me in the living area and now my little brother released himself from his room.
I keep being abused and things taken from me with people involved monitoring me in private, like they can do my life.
I just live with other people irritating me, when I'm supposed to have a nice new life and feel happy about myself and meet people, as of when they started talking to me in private in 2005.
Whenever I masturbate because I feel bad, my dad sends people out to ruin it for me and get me in social trouble for my private thoughts etc.
My little brother keeps trying to stimulate me in appropriately.

He keeps acting really mean.
I have been being monitored in private with the reason being I would meet people, but instead my dad has gotten too close to me, acting like I'm bad to meet other people.
My dad has been sexually stimulating me thru secret messages, as I try to ward it off.

Thursday, April 5, 2018

My dad keeps ruining how I feel, when I have things going for me day-to-day etc.
My dad keeps acting like I don't like him how I should and complaining in secret message being mean and hurtful, tho I'm nice to him and he's mean this way.
The people monitoring me in private keep disturbing me.
They are sneaking in making someone I used to like bother my life and relationships now, whenever they are mad.  They had my dad's older younger sister sponsor it so no one could get in trouble and take all the blame.
My relatives act like they built their kids to mock my family's problems or pretend to take them in stride.
An older lady I like, or whenever I knew anyone I liked, is being abused via people monitoring me in private and involving other people I've encountered.
The people involved monitoring me in private keep consulting my dad's older younger sister in spite of my mom being from a cool generation, like nothing is for me.
The people involved monitoring me in private like for me to feel tacky when people tell me I'm in trouble when I shouldn't be and not to post about it.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

People in Orlando keep being mean.

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

People I know are taking the chances to telepathically abuse people I meet I like, via people monitoring me in private.

People think if someone is good like me, they have to be mean to me by default, so I don't get surprised if someone really did try to put me down, "otherwise."

They get away with it and making people I know seem "technically" bad and ruining it for me with them.  I mean, hey, why would it matter for me?
They are being sexually suggestive in a calming way from my grandma if I feel energetic on aggressive topics against me for no reason.  It's like she wants me to be more like my dad just because he's my dad, rather than my own bubbly person.  She herself is very bossy and sometimes almost always aggressive herself.  She probably is nicer to her youngest daughter and her daughter.

Monday, April 2, 2018

Catching On

My mom is like always "deathly" mean to me too in secret message.

My little brother can be very vicious in their footsteps on his own.

Legitimate Life Problems Present

I have a lot of problems of people secretly tweaking my life.

One thing at present is my dad keeps seeming irritated at me, like every time I see him he's secretly at me for things he thinks I did the wrong way in the past.