Sunday, April 8, 2018

I keep being pushed to tackle strange thoughts with people monitoring me in private and strangers thinking they're monitoring me, too, and I get in trouble then, secretly.  I wonder how to fix this.

Friday, April 6, 2018

My mom is acting like she's over me in an uncomfortable way and acting like I'm picky about it.

She keeps bothering me, too, in how she acts around me.
My brother said in secret message my parents made him a way he didn't want like totally.
My dad has it so my life gets jolted out of position of I think of something bad by accident.

He wanted to ruin my day, so I waited for him to leave the kitchen, but now my little brother's gone crazy in secret message.  He thinks he's good following the assignment,
It seems like my dad keeps having me patrolled because he runs into me in the living area and now my little brother released himself from his room.
I keep being abused and things taken from me with people involved monitoring me in private, like they can do my life.
I just live with other people irritating me, when I'm supposed to have a nice new life and feel happy about myself and meet people, as of when they started talking to me in private in 2005.
Whenever I masturbate because I feel bad, my dad sends people out to ruin it for me and get me in social trouble for my private thoughts etc.
My little brother keeps trying to stimulate me in appropriately.

He keeps acting really mean.
I have been being monitored in private with the reason being I would meet people, but instead my dad has gotten too close to me, acting like I'm bad to meet other people.
My dad has been sexually stimulating me thru secret messages, as I try to ward it off.

Thursday, April 5, 2018

My dad keeps ruining how I feel, when I have things going for me day-to-day etc.
My dad keeps acting like I don't like him how I should and complaining in secret message being mean and hurtful, tho I'm nice to him and he's mean this way.
The people monitoring me in private keep disturbing me.
They are sneaking in making someone I used to like bother my life and relationships now, whenever they are mad.  They had my dad's older younger sister sponsor it so no one could get in trouble and take all the blame.
My relatives act like they built their kids to mock my family's problems or pretend to take them in stride.
An older lady I like, or whenever I knew anyone I liked, is being abused via people monitoring me in private and involving other people I've encountered.
The people involved monitoring me in private keep consulting my dad's older younger sister in spite of my mom being from a cool generation, like nothing is for me.
The people involved monitoring me in private like for me to feel tacky when people tell me I'm in trouble when I shouldn't be and not to post about it.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

People in Orlando keep being mean.