Sunday, April 8, 2018

My mom is swearing someone I like will feel inappropriate.  Then she said it's off if I say it.
My dad keeps acting mean and being mean to me if I think he's being bad and I accidentally think it in words and he misinterprets them as his find.
My dad is telepathically acting like he can say things that shouldn't matter but then they matter.
My dad is trying to make me acquire his flaws, and so are the people in Central Florida.  An old friend believed in this.
My dad keeps acting rough around me and it bothers me that I have to be there to put up with it.  Constantly, it's secret attacks.
My dad keeps acting like I have to be with him when I don't want to at age 31.
I keep getting a hype that I'm always thinking something wrong and am in dire conditions.
My parents try to hypnotize my life to be bad...

They are going crazy in minute ways, being overly critical, whereas other people just get away with anything.
I asked my dad what I was supposed to do about something casually.  Later, he hurt me for something else.  He wants me to figure things out about his feelings, like about me not leaving the house where it's nice to inquire.  He doesn't realize I'm 18.  He is mean to me and wants me in trouble all the time for no reason.
I keep being pushed to tackle strange thoughts with people monitoring me in private and strangers thinking they're monitoring me, too, and I get in trouble then, secretly.  I wonder how to fix this.

Friday, April 6, 2018

My mom is acting like she's over me in an uncomfortable way and acting like I'm picky about it.

She keeps bothering me, too, in how she acts around me.
My brother said in secret message my parents made him a way he didn't want like totally.
My dad has it so my life gets jolted out of position of I think of something bad by accident.

He wanted to ruin my day, so I waited for him to leave the kitchen, but now my little brother's gone crazy in secret message.  He thinks he's good following the assignment,
It seems like my dad keeps having me patrolled because he runs into me in the living area and now my little brother released himself from his room.
I keep being abused and things taken from me with people involved monitoring me in private, like they can do my life.
I just live with other people irritating me, when I'm supposed to have a nice new life and feel happy about myself and meet people, as of when they started talking to me in private in 2005.
Whenever I masturbate because I feel bad, my dad sends people out to ruin it for me and get me in social trouble for my private thoughts etc.
My little brother keeps trying to stimulate me in appropriately.

He keeps acting really mean.
I have been being monitored in private with the reason being I would meet people, but instead my dad has gotten too close to me, acting like I'm bad to meet other people.
My dad has been sexually stimulating me thru secret messages, as I try to ward it off.