Sunday, April 8, 2018

Because I had an innocent private thought for once that was hard to think a bit, they keep acting like an older lady I like is being inappropriately stimulated.
They said someon e I like had to be mean to me.
My mom is swearing someone I like will feel inappropriate.  Then she said it's off if I say it.
My dad keeps acting mean and being mean to me if I think he's being bad and I accidentally think it in words and he misinterprets them as his find.
My dad is telepathically acting like he can say things that shouldn't matter but then they matter.
My dad is trying to make me acquire his flaws, and so are the people in Central Florida.  An old friend believed in this.
My dad keeps acting rough around me and it bothers me that I have to be there to put up with it.  Constantly, it's secret attacks.
My dad keeps acting like I have to be with him when I don't want to at age 31.
I keep getting a hype that I'm always thinking something wrong and am in dire conditions.
My parents try to hypnotize my life to be bad...

They are going crazy in minute ways, being overly critical, whereas other people just get away with anything.
I asked my dad what I was supposed to do about something casually.  Later, he hurt me for something else.  He wants me to figure things out about his feelings, like about me not leaving the house where it's nice to inquire.  He doesn't realize I'm 18.  He is mean to me and wants me in trouble all the time for no reason.
I keep being pushed to tackle strange thoughts with people monitoring me in private and strangers thinking they're monitoring me, too, and I get in trouble then, secretly.  I wonder how to fix this.